Journal of Iorwyn nic Angelystor

Iorwyn nic Angelystor's Journal is a personal tome that is normally carried by Iorwyn herself. A normal leather-bound tome with a strap in order to keep its contents safe. It is written in charcoal pencil normally in the language of Saesneg.

Entry One
First Entry, November 4E 43

''My capabilities as a leader have been tested multiple times now -- not just in the past few years, but also within the past week. These vagabonds, vagrants, adventurers… some of them have embraced becoming a Warden. Some, I fear, do not and only hold on to the title because they want to follow me.''

''As a Rhyfelwyr, I doubt myself even more. A balance must be struck between warrior and shaman, yet I find myself to be more warrior than shaman. Certainly the Wind Spirit comes to my calls and lightning follows in its wake, but the other spirits? I am kin to earth, but I hear not its whispers. The flames dance in front of me, but I see not its true grace. Water flows through my body and beats upon my brow yet it is not the soothing embrace I expect.''

''My thoughts turn to Fuh’ria’s struggle with her faith. Though Lightforged, the Light does not always come at her call. Whatever spirit guides the Light -- be it Elune or the Naaru or some other cosmic force, she persists tenaciously through and has managed to persevere to better the Wolfenhold.''

''Whatever… blockage I am experiencing is heightening my self-doubt; my anxiety. I fear that I am not the right person to be Commandant nor Rhyfelwyr nor anything.''